Blessed with the best people. Blogger. College Student.
Being in a relationship is not that easy. There are happiness, joy, tears, pain, and arguments.. To my love and my baby, I experienced all of these in you.. Don’ take this against you baby. Because all i want you to know is i’m blessed because you are the one who taught me these things. :) I will never be as i am without the lesson and experienced you gave me. Having an argument with you is pain in the neck.. But i’s rather take that pain than seeing you with somebody else. I hope as we talked about these lessons thingy we can use it for us to grow individually, and we will use these lessons to be strong and be a better person. All i can say is.. I can’t stay mad at you. I maybe have this so called pride.. I maybe always leaving you when we have arguments. I maybe stupid for doing silly things when i’m pissed. But baby i just wanted you to know.. You can’t find any girl who loves and care for you like i do.. :) I’m so thankful that you are my best budd, brother and a boyfriend.. because i know i can’t find better than you. Sorry for all the mess up that i made, for all the mistakes, for all the pain that i gave.. But in the end of all of these i learned that always keep on trying for someone you love.. Never talk when you are mad.. keep it as an inspiration to keep going, and especially strive and strive harder to fix the problem in the relationship.. I CAN’T LOSE YOU MY LOVE.. I’D RATHER TAKE ALL THE PAIN.. AS LONG AS I’M WITH YOU. ITS BECAUSE I CAN’T SEE YOU WITH SOMEBODY ELSE. :)
How are you able to fight in the relationship when the other ones seems like giving up on you..
We all have these problems that we smile away at day time, and we cry to sleep at night.
Seems like everything is turning upside down.. Full of problems family and lovelife shit. :( Why is it like this every fucking time.. Lagi sumasabay :( i cant. huhu taena
It's quite difficult though we need to be like this. Remember the day you asked me... "if you love me, you won't let me go." I replied you, "OF COURSE! I WON'T LET YOU GO." But then it all come to this, you want to be free... a separation that deals in the blood and flows to everyone who knows. This wasn't happening in a single error, it's not my fault if this country can't supply good life for our family. It's not me to blame if reality has contracts. Why I need to catch this kind of drama? Isn't our separation wasn't enough to make you happy? Do I still need to fill some more blanks to make you comfortable? Tell me, am I truly wrong about you? Did I possess something that you and your family won't like? Do you think your solution fixed us?